koreanism

Posted in Uncategorized on June 25, 2009 by smuffs

“we can’t really know the pleasure of running in our only language until we’re forced to stumble in someone else’s”

Been living in seoul for 10 months now and am still 50-50.In january i thought winter was harsh but summer came along and disproved such notions it is so damn hooot.its  like the sun came out to play with his cousins.My korean friends think am crazy..apparently africans should be used to the heat coz africa is one big desert.The people are ok as far as asians go but they have to be the most racist race ever.they worship americans so much so that in their hierarchial order americans come first then koreans,japanese,UK,other asian countries and the rest of the world.we are all racist but their love for all things american is tad bit crazy.

in high school i hated french classes now i miss those days,why oh why couldn’t  all the world’s languages use the alphabet as a standard.all these signs and intonations are killing korean must be the most difficult language to grasp.

on the other hand its highly industrialized and the internet connection is fabulously superb.its one of the things i miss when i go back to nairoberry.the roads are bila potholes/craters which is just amazing but the traffic is attrocious.i mean they’ve got roads almost as high as the buildings but still traffic jams at 3am on a saturday that is just plain absurd.had there been as many connecting highways and freeways in nairobi traffic would be non existent.

and the bowing thing is in direct contravention of my culture.how am i expected to bow to someone just because they’re 2 months older…how.food is ok as far as squid goes,but that kimchi is just unpalatable—radish or cabbage pickled in garlic water and hot pepper paste.really…

as a second world country that refuses to speak english its ok.they have their own share of corruption and political shenanigans but it cant be  compared to our anglofleecing or goldenberg.When it comes to corruption and distorted leadership africans took the cue from western countries and just ran with it.

asia is definitely interesting so maybe i like it maybe not lets see how i fair for the next…not too many years.plan to keep visiting places.china,hongkong and phillipines are done.but i have to go back to china–tiananmen square..i like historical places.

stutterings

Posted in Uncategorized on June 21, 2009 by smuffs

“my lyrics they take of me,like therapy get shit off my chest” (Evidence of Dilated Peoples)

i keep trying to start this but as usual words escape me…

i had an epiphany today while reading “Shantaram”, i have lost my mojo my spirit is in turmoil over stuff that i have refused to deal with for years.thus the sagas just refuse to flow from the depths of my mind..there was a time that i could write such thought provoking,shocking,eerie,scandalous tales that my teachers were visibly concerned about my upbringing(parents’ day sessions were quite hilarious ).now nothing

even during exams anything more than a paragraph is pure agony.my command of both english and swahili has deteriorated due to years of neglect.

given that i have started reading again albeit finding english books in seoul wasn’t entirely easy, there may be hope yet for this lost soul.

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